I HOPE YOU THINK OF ME

When the dusk is nigh

And the breeze flows in

When it gets too cold

You want a hand to hold

I hope you think of me

When the crowd is large

And you feel all alone

You search for a face familiar

I hope you think of me

When your joy's out of bounds

Or so is your grief

In your laughter and your tears

I hope you think of me

When you've lost something precious

When you feel incomplete

You need someone to outpour on

I hope you think of me

When you feel loved without conditions

When your thoughts make you beautiful

When you know you can rely on

I hope you think of me

When the heavens open

And I'm called for

I hope I bring you warmth

When you still think of me

BEING ALONE

I feel good being alone

An unperturbed flow of thoughts of you

Just a remembrance of your face

Of your smile across those lips

I feel good being alone

The urge to keep you impressed

Washing away my mind's useless chatter

Oh! The dimples, the abyss I could live in

To keep you laughing 

Whether I keep you or not

The spirituality of your voice

Like wind over a lonely beach

Peace my heart now knows

Meditating with liberosis

I feel good being alone

Spirituality and Love

We know it's fake
A complete illusion it is
The world that we live in
Is no more than an abyss

I know it for a fact
Just my thoughts' manifestation
Yet I am drawn to you
Like you're my meditation

I know it's just chemicals
Making us feel what we do
None of it is real
Except for me falling for you

I wonder if there's some force as real
As illusionary this world is and which can
Fulfill its goal of bringing us together
Perhaps that's why the universe began

LESS DEAD

Look dear as I walk away
To make your wish come true
Because promised I had
That you'll never be sad
So I walk away
Like you wanted me to

Just a moment I need
If my words you'd heed
There's more to beauty than eyes can see
If you could feel my heart
We'd not be apart
And perhaps different your wish would be

Look dear as I turn my back
To joyous miseries seeded by me
You loved red, so I bled myself
But I feel less dead than I was
When you and I were still We

THE TRUTH

Do not dwell too deep
Discovering the secrets I keep
You may fall in love no more trusting your God
The way this world is run
If not kept an illusion
You'll find answers to questions yet asked not

An awry smile you'll bear
Which with everyone you'll share
You'll see how soulless you were before
For that enchanting feeling
Of your heart healing
Embraces as The Truth is all you implore

Do not stop your mind
Churning worries of future and behind
A spider entangled in its own web wishing to die
For to live a life of free
Close your eyes and see
The peace as you let each thought just pass by

It's in the nature of your thoughts
Seek problems and make you rot
The Truth frees you from slavery of your mind
The more you live in the now
The less to pain you bow
Not a destination,
Enlightenment is the orign you'll find

A HEART'S TALE

Severed and tattered, falling to bits
Teary red eyes, heart's been slit
As I gather the pieces of me off the ground
Into darkness I see a candle is lit

Afraid of deception, my everlasting friend
I caress the distance and pretend to pretend
That I'm joyous with how life has turned out to be
Wishing inside for the distance to end

O what beauty God has showered
Your glow has the desert flowered
The elixir of your smile has my heart beating
As your charm has it devoured

With hope and smile on my face
Slaved by your mesmerising grace
I follow my heart and admire your beauty
I fall in love, your dreams I crave

A PAINTER

Is there a painter I wonder
To paint a face better than yours
To play with colors like it's in his soul
To paint me a wonder
Even Gods behold

Could he paint eyes
With so much love
To make a sword refuse to kill
And fill them with water
To wash away the slaughter
Time has in my heart drilled

Could he paint the lips
Cherrier than red
So I feel your kisses in my viens
Could he make them smile
Convincing my heart
Of a moment devoid of pain

If he does exist
A painter so good
Who hypnotizes using colors
Let him stay home in heaven please
Let him not envy the admirer of his work
As my words fill life and enchant his masterpiece

SLAY MY HEART

Some real, some fake

Some true, some made
Are words hounding your ears
Some evil, some not
But don't know what's what
Believe, don't trust, until it's clear

Some by you, some by me
Some by the great almighty
Are bonds made to forever last
Let not your fate
Be bewitched by hate
Let not be our distance so vast

Look closely my dear
My heart's all clear
Not a drop of slyness I bear
But the witch you believe
Has been known to conceive
Words to poison bonds of care

I was the one
To whom you could run
Someone with whom you could cry
Promised to be there forever
Loved you, knowing you would never
And you choose to have my heart die

KARMA

In a dark room of thoughts

My heart sits to rot
Some moments some memories burn me alive
There's pain in the air
Thorns prick me everywhere
I am smiling, with no tears left in my eyes

There's a mystical urge to love you
To make you feel like I do
But there's a wall you've drawn that keeps me far
You call me a friend
But you just pretend
You don't know how you've scarred my heart

I got lost in the haze
Thinking we'll be the same always
But a cloak of lies now you wear
You toyed with my heart
Tore it apart
You're not but karma is fair

A DEMON'S ROLE

Your hollowed heart is a grave
Destroying the beautiful cemetery my world is in
The fortress of lies and betrayals you crave
Shall tumble as the demon of love will rise within

Your ruthless wizardry of charm
That has slayed a dozen angels
Will end, you will be unarmed
To burn alone in the fire fuelled by your tears

Your mask of beauty and smiles
Halloweening the evil inside
But time will end your guile
Exposing the scavenger you hide

The graveless deads that you created
Will fill their hearts with blood from your soul
You'll get no pyre nor cremated
Love is a godly creation, you're in a demon's role

A DYING STAR

I saw a star pass by
Moving slowly like a tear,
When babies cry
Moving down without a hope
Without a wish, without a grope

Away from home by a billion light years
Still lit not the world, but the universe
Burning inside hotter than the sun
A mask of silver, making Christmas fun

Wonder the kids as up above the world
This diamond twinkles and twirls
Nothing hides from its light
Knows the way to new born Christ

It dies as an unsolved mystery
An enchanting tale of fascinating history
As it dies all old and worn
It grows beautiful with the tail it adorns

A dying star is a sight to behold
Watch it close, as a lesson unfolds
Lights the universe though burning inside
Making millions watch as it dies

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

There are some things
Which can bring
Closeness or distances between us
So I don't know
What actions to show
That don't make me a cuss

The bitter words that you hear
Come only out of fear
Of letting you guess how I feel
Because the bond that we share
Is very pure and rare
And if broken, will never heal

The smile that you carry
Makes the sun less glary
It may change if I pour my heart out
So let things the way they are
I'll hide what's in my heart
And our friendship will never be in doubt

There are some things
Which I wish do bring
Only closeness between us
So I want to know
What'll make you glow
Because I love you so much

FORGIVE

Stop being fake

From your slumber awake
Touch the impalpable feelings inside
Look me in the eye
As you say good bye
I've forgiven you, for the mistake you'll never realize

Don't push me away
You need me to stay
You may think I intend something impure
I am a little part of your life
That you've kept aside
But I am not a disease, I'm a cure


I made you feel secure
You wanted me more

You're no less than a prize

My intentions are sane
Purer than rain

So I've forgiven you, for the mistake you'll never realise

DIRT

At the risk of sounding philosophical:
Browsing through Facebook, I came across a lot of status updates about how deceiving, dishonest, untrustworthy, etc, people are these days. All of them were coherent in their thoughts of wanting to live only for themselves from 'now on' and that they don't need anybody 'now'. They have been cheated on and their trust has been broken in some way and thus they have, most probably, jumped to conclusions about what they need to do from 'now on' or 'now'.

But what if even they have done similar stuff to someone else? What if they, you and me are all guilty of such deeds? Thinking on these lines a thought (in the form of a poem) came to my mind, which is there at the end of this post. Is there anybody who's not dirty? If yes, you can stop right here, if no, then what happens next?

dhaaga chahe jo ho
maila to har kapda hai
par dekh kripa us nadiya ki
kaise har mail ko vo pive hai

maila kahan hai ye kapda
maila to wo daag hai
jo badh jave roop iska
to wo kapda jag ko tyag hai


According to me:
No matter who the person is, everybody has been on the wrong side of the things sometime in his/her life.
But there is some universal power that cleans us of all that dirt and makes us anew.

It's not the individual that is dirty,
it's his/her deeds that are (this thought first came to Gandhiji but really, I haven't taken it from him)
but if such deeds increase beyond a limit,
it's not the deeds that are abandoned by the world, it's the person that is.

So if I feel I should live and think only for myself, then I am abandoning this world, or am I really?

LIVING - II

Wait for the sunrise sometime
Before it golds everything it finds
The moment just before dawn
Isn't that the darkest time?

Bury a seed deep in the ground
And go about doing your chores around
Doesn't that tiny plant of life shatters
The mighty earth, to leave you astound?

Go to a shore when the tide is high
Divided by husky rocks, never left dry
There's a passion in waves to meet the moon
Don't they fight the rocks, till they die?

Watch the rich as they laugh and smile
As they eat and drink being guile
Now look beyond wealth into their hearts
Are they really happy, or have riles in piles?

So stop for a moment, take out some time
Breath a little, watch nature's mimes
If you feel tired, sad, depressed or scared
Open up your heart and reread this rhyme

Here's LIVING - I

A LITTLE PART - II

Live your world the way you like
I'm a little part of your life
I want to be when no one is
To keep you smiling and in bliss

Maybe you'd never know
Maybe I'd never show
That our worlds are not apart
Because we live in each others' hearts

There's something I want to say
That we'll never part ways
When the clouds begin to tear
Don't be afraid, I'll always be there

When your eyes rain more than clouds
When no one hears your cries so loud
I'll wipe your tears off your heart
And play my little part

Here's A Little Part - I

A LITTLE PART

Tell me what's in your heart
Let me play a little part
In your life of smiles and fears
Let me wipe away your tears

Laugh away your grief with me
Share your world, let me see
Serene beauty of your mind
Giving light to the blinds

On my shoulder rest your head
Don't you worry, don't you dread
Just pour your smiles in everything you do
I'll take care of the rest, and you

If no words you find
To speak out your mind
Your eyes will speak for your heart
And let me play my little part

YOU

My quickest creation ever :D...

You, a stream of bliss
You, an angelic kiss
You, sorrow's pyre
You, what gods desire

You, a poem of love
You, a bird like dove
You, an ecstasy in spring
You, all heavens you bring

You, a baby's laugh
You, a mother's scarf
You, a butterfly's wings
You, what a cuckoo sings

You, the queen of charms
You, enemy of harms
You, what they call pure
You, the one I adore

LIVING

A thornless rose
Is a fake prose
The redful beauty
Is blood's duty

An unburied seed
Would never breed
Earth shattering innocent hopes
Through darkness of ages
Rise true sages
Unwatering stealthy, greedy slopes

A tearless eye
Is never dry
Laden with hidden guilt and pain
A cheerful face
Full of grace
Shows off the barrenness of rain

A sorrowless life
One with no strife
Degrades the value of giving
Betrayals and threats
All the dirty secrets
Are true essence of living

SOMETIMES

Rain isn't as palpable sometimes

As the tears it washes away
Bringing memories benign
Reminding how love preys

In every drop a moment exists
But you know not what to do
To let go, or to persist
On being someone you know is not you

Sometimes a shiver isn't as cold
As some cold-hearted people in the world
You don't know, until they unfold
That side which makes your heart hurl

There's a warmth in every hug
A warmth that's just a bluff
And all your life your heart you lug
Because sometimes, love isn't enough.