You Define Love

My heart was thumping
My hands were trembling
My lips were fumbling
And my legs were shaking

It did not happen because of a ghost
But for a confession I made
A confession to who loved me the most
To the person whom I nearly slayed

I lied that I love you
I lied that for me you are the one
But I did not do it to hurt you
Nor for the sake of fun

When the golden words were lipped
My mind and heart clove
Choosing not to hurt you the coin flipped
From friendship to love

But I cannot fake anymore
The truth I have to speak
I have to hurt you to the core
And make your life bleak

I do not deserve your care
I do not deserve your affection
I am the one you should not spare
And all I deserve is elimination

But still for my good you pray to the heavens above
And fill my life with hue
I feel God defined love
By creating a person like you